Our weather's strange.
But I like it, it's okay.
Well. What can I tell...?

Oh. Yeah. After Sui died on the 08.05.09 her sister Pebbles followed her on the 08.09.09. It's strange... four Month later.
It's sad - of course.
And I cried - of course.
But now she's with her best friend, her most important part of family and not more alone, because she wasn't able to live with Nelope and the other pet rats. Too ill. Too weak.
So there are only three of them living in a cage in my room.
They're cute, really.
I love them.

There's nothing more to tell you - I mean, who wants to hear it?
Nobody.

So I say Bye Bye, see you again... someday.

Someday, if I want to upload some stupid pictures nobody wants to see or if I write another Journal nobody'll read.

But okay.

Hey, that's Life.

We're billions of people over the world, so not everybody can be really... observed?

Dunno.

Pebbles was depressed after her sister Sui died three months ago - so I contacted a woman who takes care of pet rats which where rescued by the animal protection. The rats were caged in an apartment and absolutely bedraggled [ist that the word?]. There where ca fifty of them.
I got a little rat mommy, Nelope, and her two little daughters Arrakis and Kerinci.
I'm glad to give them a new home. They're cute even Nelope's a little bit bitchy... strange little girl.

So... it's summer. Warm. Sunny. Nice

Don't think I'will upload some pictures the next time.

Too many other things to do. The rats. School [o my gosh just two years and I'm graduating!]. Some other private problems.
Everyone knows that

Whish you a great summer!!

08.05.2008

Niemand versteht das.

Niemand begreift das.

Doch ist auch keiner mehr da.

Weil sie mich alleine lassen.

Weil sie finden, dass es nicht schlimm ist.

Aber ein Licht ist erloschen.

Ein Licht, was aber doch erhellen sollte.

xxx

Mir ist schlecht. Mein Herz schlägt taub in mir. Ich spüre sie noch auf meinem Brustkorb liegen. Fühle ihren Atem.

Und ich verstehe es nicht. Es tut nur umso mehr weh, weil ich es einfach nicht verstehe.

Denn sie ist fort. Und ich werde sie nie wieder sehen.

Nicht hier.

xxx

In liebevoller Erinnerung an Sui, meine Suimaus, Mäuschen, Vieh, Stinki.

Mein kleiner Sonnenschein.

Hello everybody

So, I uploaded the new version of "suicide", of my werewolf Crice Avery. I decided it's the first picture of the new rinoni-epoch.
I am so happy that I understood how to use the layers in Photoshop. Now it's much easier to draw with my graph tablet.
I Thank Krumli a lot for it She's great! And she will visit me tomorrow. I am so happy to see her again!

So... I think I'll go to bed. I am tired - omg I have to clean my room and the rats O.o I forgot it... Oh damn!

Whatever, I'm happy and I whish you're, too

See you later guys.

So... I decided to delete some work, because I don't need the pictures anymore. I want to start a new, so I'll make a folder where I can put my "old" work in. Want to work more with my computer and Photoshop. Maybe I'll buy a graph tablet after my birthday on the 27th january. I think it's easier to color with it. Drawings with crayons don't look very pretty after scanning them (can you understand that? Damn, my English is bad).
Think I'll draw more humans or creatures like that.

After my failed NaNoWrimo 2008 (beacuse my pet rat Pebbles was very ill) I edited the first chapters of the story (which has no name). I love it and I think I'll end it until the next NaNoWriMo (um, okay, I Know I said that 2007, too. But I wasn't sure about "Schattenläufer" and if it's good enough to be edited). Whish there were a Dexter for me. He's my most favorite character in the story... well, I like Lyon too, but Dexter's the best.

I’m happy back on DA

Greetings;



first persons which came to my mind – I am sorry, if I forgot someone.